Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
你奪走我心愛的一切 碾碎于你的指間
And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
我懷疑你是否思慮過你造成的傷害
But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
但我會(huì)把細(xì)枝末節(jié)銘記于心 好像我的生活對此賴以為生
My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
我至死不渝的愛 如今我對其懷恨在心
Now I hear your voice every time that I think I’m not enough
每當(dāng)我覺得自己不夠好時(shí) 我就能聽到你的聲音
And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
我試著堅(jiān)強(qiáng)一點(diǎn) 但我想大聲吶喊
How could anybody do the things you did so easily
怎么會(huì)有人像你一樣 輕而易舉地抽身離去
And I say I don’t care I say that I’m fine
我說我不在乎 我說我安然無恙
But you know I can’t let it go I’ve tried
但你知道我無法放手 我已竭盡全力
I’ve tried I’ve tried for so long
我已竭盡全力 我已經(jīng)努力了這么久
It takes strength to forgive but I don’t feel strong
原諒需要勇氣 但我并不堅(jiān)強(qiáng)
The arguments that I’ve won against you in my head
在我的腦海中 我想象著我在吵架的時(shí)候戰(zhàn)勝了你
In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
在沐浴的時(shí)候 在車?yán)?在睡前照鏡子的時(shí)候 我也沉浸在幻想里
Yeah I’m so tough when I’m alone and I make you feel so guilty
在我孤身一人的時(shí)候 我很堅(jiān)強(qiáng) 我讓你感覺愧疚不已
And I fantasize about a time you’re a little ******* sorry
我幻想著有那么一瞬間你會(huì)感到一絲歉意
And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
我試著理解你為什么會(huì)這樣對待我
You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
你一定是缺乏安全感 你一定過得很不開心
And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
我心里知道受傷的人會(huì)傷害別人
And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
我們兩敗俱傷 然而這些傷口永遠(yuǎn)無法相提并論
And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
我試著堅(jiān)強(qiáng)一點(diǎn) 但我想大聲吶喊
How could anybody do the things you did so easily
怎么會(huì)有人像你一樣 輕而易舉地抽身離去
And I say I don’t care I say that I’m fine
我說我不在乎 我說我安然無恙
But you know I can’t let it go I’ve tried
但你知道我無法放手 我已竭盡全力
I’ve tried I’ve tried for so long
我已竭盡全力 我已經(jīng)努力了這么久
It takes strength to forgive but I don’t feel strong
原諒需要勇氣 但我并不堅(jiān)強(qiáng)
Ooh ooh-ooh do you think I deserved it all
你是否覺得我應(yīng)該承受這一切
Ooh ooh-ooh your flower’s filled with vitriol
你的花充斥著挖苦諷刺
You built me up to watch me fall
你讓我變得強(qiáng)大 只為看著我墜落
You have everything and you still want more
你已擁有一切 然而你依然不知滿足
I try to be tough I try to be mean
我試著拿出強(qiáng)硬的態(tài)度 我試著變得冷漠刻薄一點(diǎn)
But even after all this you’re still everything to me
但即使經(jīng)歷過風(fēng)風(fēng)雨雨之后 你依然是我的一切
And I know you don’t care I guess that that’s fine
我知道你并不在乎 但我想這樣也不錯(cuò)
But you know I can’t let it go I’ve tried
但你知道我無法放手 我已竭盡全力
I’ve tried I’ve tried for so long
我已竭盡全力 我已經(jīng)努力了這么久
It takes strength to forgive but I’m not quite sure I’m there yet
原諒需要勇氣 但我并不確定我是否走到這一步
It takes strength to forgive but
原諒需要勇氣 但是