While I sat up in my grandma’s project building coloring oh
只有奶奶會陪在我的身邊 為我編織出一個美麗的夢想
Moved to a small town and started to started to grow
我們搬到一個小鎮(zhèn)上生活 我開始慢慢成長
Poetry written I’m singing and dancing oh
我寫著詩歌 熱衷于唱歌跳舞
Photographs painting cartoons
當上了平面模特 同時也喜愛繪畫
That’s all I know
這就是我的整個世界
That’s all I know oh
這就是我的全部生活
I have one best friend to this very f**king day
我在這平淡的日子里 只擁有一個朋友
Since we were five years old and I f**king moved away
我們一直相互陪伴了五年的時間 直到我離開那個小鎮(zhèn)
I wish I never did cause she’s the only one who sees me
我真希望我仍住在那個小鎮(zhèn) 因為只有她才了解我的內(nèi)心
For who I really am instead of how many I reach oh
無論我取得怎樣的成就 都無法與我們之間的友誼相較
Trusted too many fake people while I was still young
當我年少無知的時候 我輕信了太多虛情假意的人
Gave them the benefit of the doubt I was so wrong
毫無保留地付出了一切 我錯得如此離譜
I cut them off and they came for blood cause they know
我切斷了與他們的聯(lián)系 他們卻反咬一口 因為他們知道
They ain’t getting no more
他們無法從我身上再獲得利益了
I’m so done with playing piggy back oh
我已經(jīng)厭倦了精于算計的生活
Swear to God I wished y’all all the best oh
我祈求上帝 希望一切都會慢慢變好
You’re lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
你的事業(yè)停滯不前 卻想要阻擋我的前進
When you could never come close cause I know my destiny
但是你永遠不會得逞 因為我的目標一直是如此堅定
I worked hard for my sh*t
我為我的事業(yè)拼盡全力
Put my love in this sh*t
奉獻出我全部的愛
Now you’re trying to kill my name for some fame
現(xiàn)在你企圖用詆毀我這種招數(shù) 來獲得一點名氣
What is this
你還能想出更爛的招數(shù)嗎
Tried to help you do your sh*t
試圖幫助你 重振你的事業(yè)
Encouraged you to work on it
鼓勵你繼續(xù)努力
Was a good friend and you used that to your advantage
我曾經(jīng)是你的摯友 但是你卻為了利益將我出賣
Now I’m 22 and I’ve had a crazy year of
現(xiàn)在我已經(jīng)22歲了
Isolation from all the plastic people here
我要離開那個充滿了虛偽的瘋狂世界
I cannot wait for the day
我渴望著成功之日的來臨
I can finally move away
終有一天 我能走出困境
Back to New York City where the realest people really stay oh
重新回到紐約 這是一座毫不作假的城市
Spent this time writing away my heart and my soul
潛下心來 用歌詞表達出我的心靈和我的靈魂
The people I surround myself with have hearts filled with gold
我身邊的伙伴都擁有著一顆金子般的內(nèi)心
Love and empathy are things that we hold so close
我們友愛互助 感同身受 我們是如此團結(jié)一心
Trying to learn and evolve
不斷努力 不斷學習 不斷進步
I’m so done with playing piggy back oh
我已經(jīng)厭倦了精于算計的生活
Swear to God I wished y’all all the best oh
我祈求上帝 希望一切都會慢慢變好
You’re lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
你的事業(yè)停滯不前 卻想要阻擋我的前進
When you could never come close cause I know my destiny
但是你永遠不會得逞 因為我的目標一直是如此堅定
I worked hard for my sh*t
我為我的事業(yè)拼盡全力
Put my love in this sh*t
奉獻出我全部的愛
Now you’re trying to kill my name for some fame
現(xiàn)在你企圖用詆毀我這種招數(shù) 來獲得一點名氣
What is this
你還能想出更爛的招數(shù)嗎
Tried to help you do your sh*t
試圖幫助你 重振你的事業(yè)
Encouraged you to work on it
鼓勵你繼續(xù)努力
Was a good friend and you used that to your advantage
我曾經(jīng)是你的摯友 但是你卻為了利益將我出賣
I’m so done with playing piggy back oh
我已經(jīng)厭倦了精于算計的生活
Swear to God I wished y’all all the best oh
我祈求上帝 希望一切都會慢慢變好
You’re lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
你的事業(yè)停滯不前 卻想要阻擋我的前進
When you could never come close cause I know my destiny
但是你永遠不會得逞 因為我的目標一直是如此堅定