Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
肆意奪走我所愛的一切 不屑一顧用手指輕輕捏碎
And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
我心存疑慮 是否你曾反思過自己造成的傷害
But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
但我執(zhí)著于每一個(gè)細(xì)節(jié) 就像我賴以生存的一切
My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
我那永恒的愛啊 如今反叫我懷恨在心
And I hear your voice every time that I think I’m not enough
每當(dāng)感嘆自己不夠好的時(shí)候 你的聲音就會(huì)在耳邊傳來
And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
我努力表現(xiàn)得足夠堅(jiān)強(qiáng) 其實(shí)內(nèi)心無比想大聲尖叫
How could anybody do the things you did so easily
不會(huì)有人能夠如此輕易地做到像你這樣
And I say I don’t care I say that I’m fine
我嘴上說不在乎 跟人說我沒事
But you know I can’t let it go
但你知道 我難以釋懷
I’ve tried I’ve tried I’ve tried for so long
我努力了 我盡力了 過了這么久還是很難放下
It takes strength to forgive but I don’t feel strong
原諒需要莫大的勇氣 但我其實(shí)沒那么堅(jiān)強(qiáng)
The arguments that I’ve won against you in my head
我腦海里想象跟你吵架吵贏了
In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
在浴室里 在車上 晚上坐在鏡子前 依然回味無窮
Yeah I’m so tough when I’m alone and I make you feel so guilty
自己獨(dú)處時(shí) 我表現(xiàn)得很堅(jiān)強(qiáng) 這讓你深感內(nèi)疚
And I fantasize about a time you’re a little ******* sorry
我幻想著有一天你感到愧疚 哪怕只是一絲歉意
And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
我絞盡腦汁地想 為何你要如此對(duì)我
You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
你一定是缺乏安全感 一定很不快樂
And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
我知道我內(nèi)心會(huì)想 受傷的人才會(huì)想著去傷害別人
And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
我們都經(jīng)歷過創(chuàng)傷 可是 這些傷害永遠(yuǎn)不能相提并論
And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
我努力表現(xiàn)得足夠堅(jiān)強(qiáng) 其實(shí)內(nèi)心無比想大聲尖叫
How could anybody do the things you did so easily
不會(huì)有人能夠如此輕易地做到像你這樣
And I say I don’t care I say that I’m fine
我嘴上說不在乎 跟人說我沒事
But you know I can’t let it go
但你知道 我難以釋懷
I’ve tried I’ve tried I’ve tried for so long
我努力了 我盡力了 過了這么久還是很難放下
It takes strength to forgive but I don’t feel strong
原諒需要莫大的勇氣 但我其實(shí)沒那么堅(jiān)強(qiáng)
Ooh do you think I deserved it all
你覺得我就應(yīng)該承受這一切嗎
Ooh your flowers filled with vitriol
你真是一株帶刺的玫瑰
You built me up to watch me fall
你把我捧得如此之高 然后又把我狠狠摔落在地
You have everything and you still want more
你明明擁有了一切 卻還貪得無厭 得寸進(jìn)尺
I try to be tough I try to be mean
我努力表現(xiàn)得足夠堅(jiān)強(qiáng) 盡力讓自己看起來尖酸刻薄
But even after all this you’re still everything to me
但即使經(jīng)歷了這么多 你依然是我的全部
And I know you don’t care I guess that that’s fine
我知道你滿不在乎 我想那也沒什么大不了
But you know I can’t let it go
但你知道 我難以釋懷
I’ve tried I’ve tried I’ve tried for so long
我努力了 我盡力了 過了這么久還是很難放下
It takes strength to forgive but I’m not quite sure I’m there yet
原諒需要莫大的勇氣 但我不確定自己是否已經(jīng)做到了
It takes strength to forgive but
原諒需要莫大的勇氣
